its autumn and the leaves are rapidly changing color, theres that chill in the air, and  all of my sweaters are pretty damn excited. hot cocoa, stormy weather, cabin fever. ah yes. summer went  by quickly, the days mostly filled with rain and more rain. but i cant  complain, I quit my shitty job, and even saw paris, paris france. with someone who may never know just how special they are and that i do love them, mahal kita. and even though i had some sort of relapse, I am sorry and I do love you. believe me. lets go watch the seasons change together, and cuddle up on those stormy days. lets listen to the crickets even though it is fall now and the windows are tightly shut. lets enjoy the beauty of the world together and each other. i think i just wrote you a poem <3